By Faith, 2021-12-18
Today it's two years that I have lived here in Spain, moved in the day before my 60th birthday, oh my god, what time goes by, two years of lots of experience that I do not want to be without even though I have often wondered if I would get gray hair?
Less than a week left until Christmas Eve, this whole week is mixed with work and Christmas coziness. That's powerful. Tomorrow on my birthday, it's a blessing to have Tarot education, one of the better ideas I've had. Both the meetings and the personal conversations create happiness. Maybe because I'm a Tarot nerd, as one of the participants commented, and it's also a full moon 5:37 am in Gemini's sign on my birthday that feels like a fantastic gift.
Today I have made my first initiation for a participant for the Runmagi education, which starts on Tuesday. I hope that also will be one of my best ideas because some want the foundation, some understand that there is so much more than a "regular" course is not enough. Feeling hugely privileged.
Here in Ibi, it is the world's coolest Christmas market with camels, among other things, and I miss it because the weather does not appeal to me to go down to town, puncture on my car so that I will work on instead. Maybe I'll have time for a visit on Monday. I suspect that the weather gods are on my side; the forecast is +17 over the Christmas weekend, I do not see it snowing to my happiness.
My planning is progressing, everything for the Christmas week is fixed; I have an overview of next year tomorrow when my gift to myself is some hours where I lay my cards for the coming year, it will be so exciting especially considering what the world looks like right now. But I usually summarize a year from the interpretations I make; so far, no one has collapsed, neither wax-free nor waxed. I marvel at all the restrictions that appear everywhere, or can the acceptable cards consist of everyone just being in what is?
In 2022, I have planned it to be a year for books and educations. The Tarot training is until May, the Run magician training is until April, then Aura and the color training start in February (the Swedish ones haven't made plans for them in English yet), but there are also some courses and meetings. I have some previous books to rewrite and some in my head.
Looking forward to this and grateful for the Internet, I was too early already in the early 2000s; I offered interpretations over Skype, but only now does it seem like sitting at home for meetings is developing. It's a blessing every time we have meetings over the web.
A bit exciting numerologically with the year of the sixth (2 + 0 + 2 + 2 = 6). I am number one, so the year is about the power of the seventh, my favorite number. Also, if I add up the year, I get 19 (10 = 1). These are my numerological numbers; it comforts me to turn 62 (read 39), for it feels like a boring number; 63 sounds nicer, but better to look at what the year means as age has the meaning we give it.
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I hope you have a Christmas feeling, harmony, joy, and positive expectations
By Faith, 2021-11-19
I'm not the one to react to the full moon, but today I have decided to use the energies of Taurus' power to create security. For a structure that is something that I'm already in, more with the word re before, restructuring. I am so wonderfully divided right now between texts (reading through) for the weekend's sixth part of the Tarot education, where I'm delighted for everything that goes according to my planning (I'm not known to have it as a strength). Then I write the horoscope for the next period (in time, four days left), I have web meetings for the Tarot education, but now only one left, combined with annual interpretations. Then I put others to work for the restructuring of the websites.
But fragmented or scatterbrained are maybe the wrong words, even though I feel that way sometimes, though I listen more to my feelings, do what feels most inspiring at the moment. When it gets too much, I sit down at the Christmas puzzle until I feel like I want to throw all the pieces out the window (it does not take long, I probably get three pieces at a time).
On top of that, it is also a private life with Christmas decorations, meals, practical things such as laundry, socializing; some of my course participants have commented, if I never sleep? I answer emails at five o'clock and so on. This season is more creative for me, but I have honestly gone to bed before one o'clock of the last weeks, but up early; in summer, I get to bed at three but like to sleep until nine. I have the most beautiful mornings; take Max (my dog) down to the cozy room; we call it the TV room, but well, this with the TV is not included in my life. Then we snuggle together on the sofa, share a blanket, a cup of coffee for me, the spread of the day, a little check on the situation via the media, then interpretations until the rest of the house starts to move. It is calm and quiet as long as the neighboring dogs don't start barking at dogs that pass by, then Max also starts.
I'm done with one page, my new one for colors, aura, chakras, and crystals, www.mycolorshades.com, first. It would only be for English, but then I decided to have my page for me, then the one for colors; the rune page is in both Swedish and English. What remains now are some films for the rune page since I have taken this with courses to a new level. They will be available as self-study courses where you can "buy in" at all web meetings.
This means that you can already book yourself today on the self-study course "chakras and colors," if you then want more support, development with others, you can book the web meetings. There is a lot to take in with colors, but at the same time, the most important thing for it is about the soul, energies, vibrations, frequencies as well as limitations, challenges such as self-insight and more possibilities.
All courses will be available with audio files, partly for those who have difficulty seeing text, may have problems with vision, have dyslexia, or do not want to read. We are all different. Imagine that my first distance course was in 2000 in letter form. 21 years later, I have a fantastic concept, which shows that my idea of making intermediate goals existed even though I was unaware.
The Tarot Academy is the next project; I am now transferring the texts from my Prisma Tarot from my English page, where everything is ready in English for the basic course "Tarot card by card," however, the Swedish texts have not been read yet.
I am not idle but senselessly happy to be creative, to be in my ambition to inspire.
This morning in the full moon, I laid my runes for the coming year. Not surprised to find Thurisaz in the current situation because behind the scenes, it is more or less chaos, which I am still used to dealing with; what would life be without challenges?
By Faith, 2021-11-11
It's a lot now, but today I got out of my annual winter depression It is usually about two days, often associated with the first snow (which we do not have yet).
What? Maybe you think, do not you live in Spain?
Yep, but not in one of the sunny places; instead, up in the mountains, which can mean even snow in the winter and +40 in the summer. We have autumn now; we have had a cold front that made the whole house an igloo type.
I hate winter, I hate freezing, I despise snow, autumn I love, we have a tree that lifts me from time to time that changes in red to yellow, the leaves fall, but today the sun shines, +19, after a few dark days that now a night with rain and expected thunder, the day was an experience, in many ways. I usually spend an hour outdoors arranging; today, I found another snakeskin! So now there are probably only type 6 snakes left to keep track of; this ladder snake that I now know is one of the snakes in the yard (and in the house); they get about ten offspring.
Then I suspect that many people do not know how stale ivy smells when it blooms, plague is one word I could use, disgusting another, and it attracts wasps in abundance.
Yes, now I'm done whining.
I am otherwise so grateful for life; I get up when it is dark, sit in the warmest room with a dog next to me, make interpretations with some cups of coffee. It's like a (book) reading (where I read loud) an exciting story. Today I could eat brunch outdoors (oatmeal porridge) than experience everything outdoors. I have since continued with all projects; there are many now. If you've been around for a while, you know that I change now and then; I see it as an improvement. I have a fantastic team, Annika and Marie, which I will soon present. Right now, we are fixing several things inside the shop because that is where the book profiles are and that everyone who has a customer profile gets an offer (which can even be free) every Monday, and soon it's time for the Christmas calendar.
I am also restructuring at the Tarot Academy, which will also be for English in that subject. This then also means that I restructure this English page. And make videos for the rune page and build a new chakra page (for Swedish and English). Without my fantastic team, this would take longer, so I'm lucky, which I hope in turn will give you more to enjoy in the future in everything I want to inspire.
Speaking of inspiration, I also watch a Christmas movie for dinner every day (yep, Christmas should be for a long time, but I am not allowed to decorate for Christmas until Sunday, counting the days). And yes, a Christmas movie with snow is ok. But one of my dogs, Mimi, knows the art of cuddling; I will learn it in the future because it's not what they say about living like a dog; it is not possible to eat, pee on it, or something like that;)
By Faith, 2021-10-20
The Full Moon in Aries is good energy to become more spontaneous in the feeling, throw yourself into new loving adventures, dare to invest without thinking first. A spontaneous moonlight trip may provide extra excitement. A good time to start new projects with your spiritual development, maybe a spirit contact. Aries strengthens inspiration and new ideas. Benefit from meditations and rituals where you want to start again.
Your emotional energy now is fast and intense. You can experience a lot for the moment but quickly long for something more. You give everything in what is but can have difficulty being present for an extended period if you do not find stimuli and challenges. You may have problems with routines, constantly looking for new emotions to experience. Quick in the feeling, reads the first impulse, intensely passionate. Emotions and longing, empathy, searching for the ultimate.
To meditate to the Moon.
It is an ancient lesson, knowledge. The Moon has always fascinated man through the changes that take place both in nature and within the individual. The Moon is the planet that gives you the energy to grow in your emotions. When it is complete, it can be a surcharge of energy, like the Moon, giving us extra energy - that is, additional emotions. The word and term plural have been created because some more easily absorb these energies and cannot always master them.
At full Moon, there is more energy added by emotions that come up and develop for better or worse, depending on whether you work with them or let the emotions control you. If you choose to meditate at full Moon, you can come in contact with deep feelings, even some subconscious. It can be tricky if you have an emotionally unprocessed part; start carefully. At full Moon, your emotions will have more power, you more energy to reach an inner depth. It is an excellent opportunity to review your emotional reactions, to live with the power of the Moon into your emotional depth.
Meditating on the Moon can be a way to free yourself from old guilt, old emotional traumas, begin to understand, feel more about yourself. You can also concentrate on growing in the feeling, but when something new is going in, something old is going away.
By Faith, 2021-10-04
Last Friday, I was so shocked that I just laughed; it just felt utterly unreal what I was informed about; the trouble with the company continued; at first, I became freezing, a second message, the laughter attack. My home was seized by the bank when my landlord went bankrupt.
I still do not know what to think about it; I don't have any moving in my cards, I have no bigger chaos, smaller usually belongs to my everyday life (just because I love life and say Yes to everything). I have confidence in my cards, but at the same time, if I were not worried about the situation, I would be in the space.
I laughed until I got home inside the doors, then I screamed and cried instead, did a lap big time, was sure that the hip was out of joint in my split (impressed with my age and lack of fitness), and I twisted my knee—shit of hell what it hurt. The hip seems to be okay, but the knee, painkiller has been my best friend since last Friday. I'm swollen around the knee; when I walk, it hurts, the knee bends, and there is no control. Well, I have a lot to do sitting on my ass, so it's okay.
I should have thought of that pattern, but I was in shock; of course, I hurt my right knee as it symbolizes the next step forward; I feel like I don't even know where I have a foothold! I am grateful that I reflect and am aware, which makes me persevere and accept the situation; acceptance is the first step in a change.
I'm happy, the sun is shining, it's like a Swedish autumn day, + 19, rained all night, but I don't think I long to return to Sweden, but programming, experiences, good memories can be an advantage to remember. I am grateful for all the dates, for all the figs, grapes, and olive leaves. There is always something to be thankful for in life, better to give it attention.
Right now, I follow my advice, trust my cards, cave in on anxiety for 5 minutes, let go (Sedona), am in gratitude, cave in, and so on. But shame on the one who gives in. Distance is reasonable; I work on it and let go of the negative patterns, indeed believing that I'm not worthy of being in harmony. One thing does not exclude the other. For I if anyone has faith in myself, still I can be in chaos. But I do not blame anyone other; I know that my "damned soul" wants development; in a week or so, I may think my "beloved soul," but right now, I am a little piss-off.
But I use colors, which are only available in green tones; I need a little more red and orange energy like the Swedish autumn, but I manage to know how to fix the energies. I'm doing a little color and rune magic over my knee; two days ago, I could barely stand, today I can take some steps holding on to things. Life is good, wonderful with everything that develops.
Check out my dates: D.
By Faith, 2021-09-29
I am now done for today with interpretations because there is a limit (even for me). These are the last days of the month when I have all the monthly interpretations. It's absolutely fantastic, the best decision I have made. Every month feels terrific to follow a few people for a whole year to get that great confidence.
I have become wiser, I think. I prioritize my own time. Every morning there is gardening for an hour or so until it gets too hot, then I take a swim, dry in the sun, eat brunch, then at the computer in zoom meetings. That's when I'm in my Tarot bubble; tonight, after the last session, there were also interpretations at a distance; the most challenging part is prioritizing, as everyone is equally important. Before, I used to panic; now, I focus instead; now, I need a break, even how important everyone is. Therefore, I thought I would write a few lines before I close my eyes.
"Blogging" hasn't been my vital part; it has been a lot private to sort out my gullibility, courses, writing, planning, and no matter how I try, my quiet moment is around midnight, so even today.
You may be aware that I have changed some, removed interpretations other than those for a whole year; I started an education in Tarot, one of the best decisions in a long time because Tarot is not just laying the cards. It's also to understand different aspects of them. Being able to inspire others in their development is a benefit. My vision is that they will be better than me, in their way, because we are all different; hopefully, they will not swear as much or have the same unkempt language as me, and avoid words like "believe" "maybe," and " actually."
There has been a lot of time behind all planning, to get a good concept, parts, and wholeness in everything, not to rush forward too fast, build up the knowledge on the side of all that I also have a basic course one in Tarot and love. It may not seem like a lot of time, not when we meet over zoom, but everything around.
I have also laid the foundation for the Rune magician education but have not had time to get everything ready, but next week I will have more time and get a little more inspiration when I promised to have another course in Rune magic with zoom meetings.
My confusion, despair, ridiculously enough is with chakras and colors, there are participants, but I feel that the interest is too little, which I can not understand. It cant be about my knowledge because it is enormous but more in that, I do not reach out and can't explain its importance with energies. Because I always meet those who do not know their chakras or their colors. How is it possible that it can be spiritually developing people who have no interest in the fundamentals of a person's energies? It's a mystery to me, but I do not intend to give up; instead, I keep on trying to create interest.
Today I am blue, that is, in my attire, but also floral; it may not be visible in the picture because it's dark in my room which I think is cozy. Blue to strengthen communication. Otherwise, I'm probably primarily gray (haha). I have a period when I rest in the gray energy that is balancing. I will communicate tomorrow too, but I do not yet know what energies I want to be in, or rather need. The glasses are even blue, although they may be poorly visible, or the bling is the most visible. My new pleasure, glasses for about 1 euro in different colors, shapes, is a cheap pleasure that still benefits because looking good is a challenge.
In any case, I have no course until Sunday, and then it is Ylva's inner circle, where we talk together about different topics in spirituality. This is amazing with Zoom, sitting where I am, meeting others where they are. Now I'll have some coffee, sort some, continue to be grateful for life.
By Faith, 2021-06-24
I am between traditions; in Spain where I now live, it's San Juan today, the celebration of John the Baptist, and tomorrow in Sweden, it's what we call the Swedish midsummer. But since I live in Spain (and love it), I chose to celebrate today. I started at midnight; the tradition is to have fires at the beach, jump over the fire, pick flowers and herbs, mix them with water for cleansing and power, and walk backward into the water (at the beach). This year as last the beaches are closed, I went backward into the pool, seven steps, then dipped all of me into the water, letting go of all negative energies, with the feeling of being baptized.
For me, symbolism is essential; I haven't thought that it's seven steps in the pool, which is my favorite number, symbolizing freedom and independence. After that, I was fully awake, spent some time in front of the computer, translating text for the runes.
This morning I had a lovely breakfast with my friends from Sweden, and now I am working some hours, and then we will have dinner and spend the rest of the day at the pool; I am a workaholic, but today I will feel renewed in many ways.
Tomorrow when it's the Swedish midsummer, we have planned to eat out sushi, which is the closest I will get to one of the dishes on the Swedish midsummer table - herring. I like herring with potatoes, but I do like sushi more, maybe it will be a new tradition.
I will not dance tomorrow, and absolutely not to the Swedish "dansband" it has the worst affirmations ever, like "you have left me, will you ever come back," here I am all alone now". But I will probably dance beside the pool (maybe even in it today, after some beers), but then it will be to Spanish summer hits.
You should watch this movie on YouTube, "Swedish midsummer for dummies" it can explain why (the why is important as a swede). I prefer to celebrate San Juan; it's more magical.
The picture is of me after the "baptizing" last night. I didn't light any fire, but it was fireworks from others celebrating, and maybe I will use some tarragon on my barbecued meat today, freshly picked, that will complete this tradition. And if you're into Tarot, you can find traditions in "Judgement" for this combined with "The Sun." A rune for this would be Jaraz, the energies of east and west, to give out, to receive. And the color would be green, like the color for the Cups, the summer, the water.
You can also celebrate, celebrate life and your next move.